Thursday, December 17, 2015

My Second Quarter Mayhem.

     There's many things I have to say in this blog, starting with the beginning of this whole quarter, to the end of the situation. Within the beginning of the quarter, I was doing very well, did my jobs correctly, and did other things. At the time, I didn't realize how much things I should've been doing, and one of those things is trying to make an intro. The whole "situation" started when Period 5 got in trouble, then we've had to be watched over more often. Until I had to talk to Mr. Ing, I didn't realize how much time I've been wasting the whole quarter. If I only realized this myself early on and became more self-directed, then I wouldn't have any problems. Sadly, that's not the case anymore, now I have to work on having more self-directedness and common sense in order to be able to finally see what the huge difference is. This wasn't the only problem, but another one was how did I not know how to burn an intro? Yeah that was really a terrible mistake and I should've practiced making an intro. I almost got the computers taken away.
     There isn't a lot of highlights but they are: I had a decent start on the quarter, successful ISA events, great career day, and basically most of those leadership events have been good highlights. Though, there are numerous lowlights such as: Getting my vest taken away, even after different hints onto what I shouldn't or should've done. Couldn't pass my AR goal even after it was only .8 away from passing! Constant reminders here and there to stay on task and do what is necessary but I don't listen sometimes. This quarter has gone down hill fast since the middle of maybe November? Or the beginning of December too.
     I'm not necessarily sure if this counts as a lesson of the quarter because I don't know if learning the lesson but not exactly doing this lesson counts. Anyways, the lesson of my Quarter is that I shouldn't have been creating so many problems and became more self-directed. If it had been like this from the start, then maybe I wouldn't have had much problems and it would've been a nice and smooth ride, but nope, I got my vest taken away because I failed to realize my problems, I think that the thing that I needed to change to fix this problem is my habits, less socializing, no more wasting free time if there's lots of things to do, and stop getting distracted. With these habits being decreased like this, it's much easier for me to focus in leadership.
     I have completely mentioned the thing I needed to improve on all over my paragraphs, and that would be self-directedness. Like I said, if I fix certain habits, then I could improve my self-directed trait and be more successful. The other thing I really need to work on is common sense, now I can't be exact on how I can be improve this, but I need to start thinking more inside the box than out, because people can see things in a certain great way, while I see it in another way, and it's probably not a good idea. I need to be sure that I have more common sense so that things don't have to be so difficult, as well as being more self-directed because all of my actions will affect everyone in leadership. So if I can fix all of these things, than hopefully the more successful I will be. :)


No comments:

Post a Comment